derek says:
but i still wanna hear her voice
hear her talk non stop
bring her to watch fireworks
do things tgt
ask her to come and watch my competition
hold her hands
hug her
smell her hair
call me when she feel like scolding people
bring her to mount faber
hendenson wave
genting
cruise
call me when she's bullied
go for star gazing
eat her food when she cant finish
cook and bake for her
strum guitar and sing for her
by her side when she's sick
lie down on the bed with her
woke up and saw her beside me
someone to nag and scold me
send her home everytime
go fly kite at any national park
cycle
blading
swimming
movie
and last but not least bring her to esplanade and chill
thats her fav place

that is derek for you.
that is hope for you.

so many things left undone..
i know it sucks when no words
can explain this feeling of emptiness inside you.
you're not alone.

capturing the feelings that most of us just miss

I was bored so I went out alone again taking pictures,
this time walking in the opposite direction.

the pictures pretty much sum up my now "colorless" life :P

ciao.

and fyp is a borrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrre.

my heart still warms
when ever i think bout the times
we had last time
you know this warm feeling
you get
when you remember and think bout good stuffs

Childish with a capital C, tsk tsk.

Around Punggol

Enjoy the pictures,

I went out alone in the evening today taking pictures
surviving on a half-life battery + a faulty knob.
Brought along my ipod and a calm mind :D

I don't always read books till the veryvery last page. The most I go on nightfall was like 3/4 way through and I was already way pass the due date.

I've just finish "The 5 people you meet in heaven" till the verrry last page and I think I'm going to re-read it again, this is my type of story.
The type of story I can sit down and really read through it word for word, relating it to my life.


I know I know, you guys will sure say, " Wha lao Eh, so long ago already this book, now then read."


You see the point is not about who had read it first.
It's not about when you read it.
It's really about understanding and relating all the different values you had picked up during the process into your daily lives.


If you haven't read the book,
Here's some extracts I would like to share.


"Lost love is still love, It takes a different form, that's all.
When those senses weaken, another heightens.
Memory. Memory becomes your partner.
You nature it, you hold it. You dance with it."

"Forgive, Forgive.
Do you remember the lightness you felt when you first arrived in heaven?
Eddie did. Where is my pain?
That's because no one is born with anger. And when we die,
the soul is freed of it."
Holding anger is a poison.
It eats you from inside.
We think that by hating it's a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us.
But hatred is a curved blade.
And the harm we do, we do to ourselves"

see you :)

random

Haha I came back from work and saw my Sis on webcam with Phoebe.

and

Russell introduced to me fmylife.com
these are 2 of their many top fmls, I find it very hilarious.
go check out the rest! (supposedly to be real life accounts la)


1)Today, I heard my sister masturbating in her room.
I took the dog around the block to get out of the house,
and I came back to see her leaving her room... my electric toothbrush in her hand. FML


2)Today, my boss called me into his office
to show me the web site of a potential business partner.
When he began to type 'Virginia' into google,
it auto-completed his search with his recent search for 'virgin boy assholes'.
I have to go on business trip with him tomorrow. I'm a young guy. FML


hahahah, byebye!
so why won't you kill me, so i die happy!

Genting Trip 01 to 04 April 2009

Wokay I'm back in Singapore, sorry for the late update :P

Actually I wanted to do a very detailed update on the happenings as we noted down most of the memorable events in a small little journal. But sorry ah I'm really really lazy after all the pictures and video editing hahaha!

The bus ride there was really fast, to me at least. I think because I like pig ah sleep all the way.
Kwoky and I star gaze in the bus for quite awhile.
Seriously it's been a long long time since I've seen so much stars.
There're like fire flies following us, lol.


We went down to KL on the very first day and I got myself a new pair of adidas shorts and singlet. Then we headed back to Genting where we had our dinner and booked in.



We spend the entire of day 2 in the theme park and the night at safari disco.
Here are some pics, the rest can be found in my facebook album!
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?aid=116429&id=750531141













I really wanna take this chance to thank all of you.
The entire bunch who make this trip so memorable!
Remember to save up!! We're either going kayaking at Phuket or M'sia again!
seeeeeeeya, muacks.

There's a new world somewhere
they call The Promised Land
And I'll be there someday