as my guitar gently weeps,

Smells like autumn, smells like leaves;
you don't know that you'll rust and not belong so much
and then get left alone.
Glassy eyes and wooden teeth, the engine rusted in deep deep sleep.
It waits, and it waits, to awake.

a soundtrack off "spirited away".
I remember I skipped school to watch it in the library.
I would love to hear it liveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

the thinker

One day after school I was watching Night In the Muesuem 2 in the library,
there was this part where the statue of "the thinker" came to life.

I was inspired so I decided to draw it in paint and of cause edited it in ps.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee UT.

we lost our lines

When I move to my new flat I was very happy
but when I worked out that the whispering voices I can hear when I put my head under water in the bath belong to dead people I wasn't happy any longer.
Particularly because I realise that everytime I put my head under the water when I had a bath
the voices were slightly louder than the time before.

I tried not putting my head under the water when I had a bath
but every fucking time curiousity got the better of me.
And I had to try it just for a second just to check
and of cause even half a second if that sort of thing would bother anyone

I keep asking the landlord to put a shower in,
but he says things like
"What do you want to shower for? That's a lovely old bath, that's an antique that is.
Look at it, it's Victorian, you pay top dollars for one of those in the reclaimation yard"

Hah..it's alright for him.
He hasn't got fucking dead people talking to him everytime he washes his hair

"sm"

I despise myself too

Surviving sunday.

Everything that is happening around me is very distracting.
I know the root of problem but I'm still stuck.

So nowadays I rarely think about the right stuffs.

Give me back my piece of mind,
I wanna start thinking again!
I don't wanna loose my juice.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

someone you used to know

so dreamy
so nice so nice

Alvin and Debbie's wedding.

http://ehmstupid.xanga.com/486885074/item/

Saturday, May 20, 2006 wow so long ago since the ROM,
and yesterday they finally had an official wedding at Marina Mandarin.
Very happy for the both of them and may their marriage be a smooth sailing one.

Not in a mood for words, here are some pics I took over the 2 days.

a silent prayer

"no blinding light or tunnels to gates of white,
just our hands clasped so tight"


a shot i tooked for photography module!
bye work!

Updates!

I’m still in the midst of understanding.

I feel so cold, calm and relax now :)
Not like how worked up I was in the afternoon, punching almost everthing.
Thank you for the weather!

SIWF POLITE & SDBF 09 came and passed
better enjoy now before training resumes, ahaha.

So many stuffs coming up, bbq's next week and not forgetting Alvin and Debbie's Wedding!
I just got done with their wedding video, come to think about it
it has been really long since they've been together.
That is what pictures can do to you;
they bring you back in time and let the good ol' scene replay in your mind as you watch the slideshow roll.

I can't wait for friday!!


Last friday gooti and I went to kinokuniya and I saw this meaningful line
in a very small yet thick book full of quotes.
This one is really nice it says:
"real pleasure is not the opposite of pain, it is the absence of it."