Slow but not steady, happy but confuse

Reality is an enigma. Things love to conceal their true nature.
but everything can be understand through time,
the key to solving life’s mysteries is to find new and different ways
and look at life in different angles.
To find your answers, first search into yourself.

“You can’t step into the same river twice” this is one of Heraclitus’ creative enigmas.
A flowing river constantly changes its contents,
the water in front of us moves on and others behind replenish them.

The cosmos function in the same manner like how a “river” would,
New things come into being while others die.
Like what I say a loop.
But do not be sad because at every end of a circle there will definitely be a beginning,
A new beginning which flows on.

The moment we sink our feet into the riverbed
we immediately change both the river and ourselves.
Nothing is constant, one can never seek constant (in reality at least).
Me as an observer actually affects the object that is being observed.
Everything in this universe is connected through a thin white line
which is too “visible” for the complacency in us to even notice such a relationship.

We’re all part of a cosmic process, a much bigger plan, too big for us to comprehend,
And our participation changes the things with which we interact.
Like what some physicists once said
“The universe that fails to develop conscious life to apprehend its existence never truly existed to begin with.”

My point is that changes are inevitable, so cherish what you have now.

(some parts of this entry are taken off Roger; it'll be meaningless if I leave out what I've learnt)

2nd roll

when I captured the light,
it'll be with me for eternity.

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Where is the constant that I seek?

my first roll

kaya's birthday (credits gusti)

imissyou❤

I've been sleeping for the entire day,
I'm sick and
I've been wondering.

Why is it always the case when only death and seperation comes into the picture
then do we really treasure and miss our love ones.

Why was I blinded in the past?
Why was I complacent?
Why didn't I stop to listen?
How come I always end up where I went wrong?
Why is life a loop?

Why Mr. Creator why?

He stood beside my bed and stared straight into the emptiness of my eyes,
for a brief moment both of our minds were connected.
But he said nothing..
He smiled and lift his hand up to his heart.

"With a pure and sincere heart you will attract pure and sincere people.
Only then will you get your answers."

louis.

Delilah

Everything is based on mind,
both led and fashioned by it.

If you speak and act with a pure mind
happiness will follow you.
Like a shadow cling on your form.

All that we are arise with our thoughts,
with our thoughts we make our world.

You're an icon, your life's nothing but a show

06/07/08
The day when I first saw a shooting star.

Hug Hug

Are we able to recognize the absolute truth,
that is, the deepest ground of reality?
I mean since we ourselves belong to this reality.

When one reflects about upon what consciousness really is,
One is profoundly impressed by the extreme wonder of the fact
that an event that takes place outside in the cosmos
simultaneously produces an internal image,
that it takes place,
so to speak,
inside us as well,
which is to say becomes conscious.

hmmm..

FATE without the E?

Do what they did,
drink what they drank,
have what they’ve had,
I’ll be like them.

But deep down under..
Downstairs in the cellar

I’ll secretly hide a mind,
a mind of my own.

Your eyes, they turn me.

Well see what you wanna see.
You should see it all.
Well take what you want from me.
You deserve it all.

Nine times out of ten, our hearts just get dissolved.
I want a better place, or just a better way to fall.

"bukowski"

Visions

I don't mind sharing my vision with you.
Hopefully you can see what I see
and think like me.

Cosmos

I think it's about time I learn to fight against the creator.
Enjoy your last few moments gong gong.

I like them pricey

Used to be one of the "rotten" ones and I liked you for that.
Now you're all gone got your make-up on and you're not coming back.

soccer nights. (AIRHORNS)

this picture says: AND OMG! S'PORE LOST AGAIN?!?!! hahaha

An unsolved mystery is

an expression.

Gravity

A single universe,
to galaxies within.

From a galaxy
to stars within.
All those clouds of dust,
there're breathing, all of them ..

The essence of life is simple,
“Everything’s a pattern”
It just keeps repeating
over and over again.
So much so that “the planet” took it for granted.

Out of a sudden
A red hot meteorite came crashing head on.
With that painful lesson learnt in time,
He finally realise ..

But it’s too late,
for part of him has already become the moon.
The once young and volatile planet
Finally cooled.

Now..
All alone in the unknown abyss of darkness,
he became a cool blue planet filled with emotions and regrets.

So near so near,
So near he is to that of the moon.
Yet floating in backyard of the milkway
All he can do now is to only watch over his moon ..

Using gravity,
Making sure she’s on the right track.

True love does exceed all boundaries.

my love my love MY ONLY LOVE.

I wanna build a time machine
so I can travel back to 4 days ago,
when I can still see your lovely smiles
and the cute little girl's face (kiss).
Smell your smelly fragrant hair.

The apologetic face which I always neglect
and listen to your pleas and sorrys.
Now that we've to end it this way ..
There's nothing much I can do,
except waiting for the right moment
when both of us can start clapping in the same beat again.

Till then ..
Before I hear the loud horns of your return to the lonely forgotten harbour,
I'll wait patiently forever ..
with sincerity for your return.
I still love you and no one else.

My love, don't be out there wandering for too long.
The journey out into the cold open oceans
is not as smooth sailing as you think it'll be.
And please behave yourself when you're all alone on the un-warded ship.
There are many sharks and pirates who're all ready to pounce on you at your weakest spots.
But do not be afraid 'cause remember I'll be there for you if you need me, not as a good friend,
but someone who love you wholeheartly with no strings attached.

it's all my dam ego's fault really.
may the Queen of the sailing ship forgive me
and the stars in the night heaven guide me.

a worn-out heart wounded servant.

Spaces

colors feed your mind through your eyes.