he say she said he says she say

When you're born you'll only be the one crying.
Everyone around you will be laughing and smiling.
It's a joyful occasion.

When you die, you'll be the only one smiling.
But this time,
everyone around you at your death bed will be weeping ..
crying their hearts out.
Separation is too big a bitter pill for man to swallow.

You’ll smile because after so long ..
you finally paid up all your debts and
have left all your earthly sorrows behind.

For that accomplishment; God grants you death.

A race against time

When I was a little kid, I ran around.
Running was not part of my plan; all I had in mind was to have fun.

Then I came to the middle part of my life.
I ran,
but I ran to compete.
I still run..
but that time for fame, glory and all the wrong reasons.

Until now I’m still running.
Life’s a race.
Even if I get old I’ll still run,
this time I’ll run for a reason..
For a cause.. for someone special..
It’s a race against time.

Time waits for no men.
But wait.. I thought men created time to start with?

3rd roll

Cheese Jeans

i feel so .. just now
i feel so .. now
i feel so helpless.

H-L MILKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

When there's no sun we can see the evening stars.

Many a times we're too busy walking down
that we missed enjoying the process.

Who says timetravelling is impossible?
it's all in the back of my head.
back of my head.. yeah..

Slow but not steady, happy but confuse

Reality is an enigma. Things love to conceal their true nature.
but everything can be understand through time,
the key to solving life’s mysteries is to find new and different ways
and look at life in different angles.
To find your answers, first search into yourself.

“You can’t step into the same river twice” this is one of Heraclitus’ creative enigmas.
A flowing river constantly changes its contents,
the water in front of us moves on and others behind replenish them.

The cosmos function in the same manner like how a “river” would,
New things come into being while others die.
Like what I say a loop.
But do not be sad because at every end of a circle there will definitely be a beginning,
A new beginning which flows on.

The moment we sink our feet into the riverbed
we immediately change both the river and ourselves.
Nothing is constant, one can never seek constant (in reality at least).
Me as an observer actually affects the object that is being observed.
Everything in this universe is connected through a thin white line
which is too “visible” for the complacency in us to even notice such a relationship.

We’re all part of a cosmic process, a much bigger plan, too big for us to comprehend,
And our participation changes the things with which we interact.
Like what some physicists once said
“The universe that fails to develop conscious life to apprehend its existence never truly existed to begin with.”

My point is that changes are inevitable, so cherish what you have now.

(some parts of this entry are taken off Roger; it'll be meaningless if I leave out what I've learnt)

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when I captured the light,
it'll be with me for eternity.

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Where is the constant that I seek?

my first roll

kaya's birthday (credits gusti)

imissyou❤

I've been sleeping for the entire day,
I'm sick and
I've been wondering.

Why is it always the case when only death and seperation comes into the picture
then do we really treasure and miss our love ones.

Why was I blinded in the past?
Why was I complacent?
Why didn't I stop to listen?
How come I always end up where I went wrong?
Why is life a loop?

Why Mr. Creator why?

He stood beside my bed and stared straight into the emptiness of my eyes,
for a brief moment both of our minds were connected.
But he said nothing..
He smiled and lift his hand up to his heart.

"With a pure and sincere heart you will attract pure and sincere people.
Only then will you get your answers."

louis.

Delilah

Everything is based on mind,
both led and fashioned by it.

If you speak and act with a pure mind
happiness will follow you.
Like a shadow cling on your form.

All that we are arise with our thoughts,
with our thoughts we make our world.

You're an icon, your life's nothing but a show

06/07/08
The day when I first saw a shooting star.

Hug Hug

Are we able to recognize the absolute truth,
that is, the deepest ground of reality?
I mean since we ourselves belong to this reality.

When one reflects about upon what consciousness really is,
One is profoundly impressed by the extreme wonder of the fact
that an event that takes place outside in the cosmos
simultaneously produces an internal image,
that it takes place,
so to speak,
inside us as well,
which is to say becomes conscious.

hmmm..

FATE without the E?

Do what they did,
drink what they drank,
have what they’ve had,
I’ll be like them.

But deep down under..
Downstairs in the cellar

I’ll secretly hide a mind,
a mind of my own.

Your eyes, they turn me.

Well see what you wanna see.
You should see it all.
Well take what you want from me.
You deserve it all.

Nine times out of ten, our hearts just get dissolved.
I want a better place, or just a better way to fall.

"bukowski"

Visions

I don't mind sharing my vision with you.
Hopefully you can see what I see
and think like me.

Cosmos

I think it's about time I learn to fight against the creator.
Enjoy your last few moments gong gong.

I like them pricey

Used to be one of the "rotten" ones and I liked you for that.
Now you're all gone got your make-up on and you're not coming back.