all the lollipops we used to steal from the mama shop
reminds me of how sweet we used to be

say

lollipopppppp *lollilollilollipop*
lollipop *lollilolipop*
lo li lo li POP!

HAHAHAHAHHA!
what a cockup orginal we have here.

I can say whatever I want.
I can do what ever I like.

but everynight before I sleep,
when I lie down staring up at the empty ceiling.

"i know where i still belong."

CNY 09

My family




Dad and kevin, he got his home leave for cny.




Desiree and me.



too bad not everyone was here.




desiree ain't she cuteeeeeeeee




Aloy, Erershushu and his wife.




the aunties ;x HAHAHA




black jackkkkkkkkkkkk




loooooooooool dickson and his momo


Every year my dad will write his words of widsom on the back of my angbao.
I find this year's quote very meaninful.
"Chi - ren suo zhi bu neng
De - ren suo zhi bu neng"

Obviously I don't undersand what that bunch of chim chinese words meant la,
so I got him to explain. He says it meant that
"if I can endure what other people can't endure
I will gain what other people can't gain."

Happy chinese new yearrrrrrrrrrrr.

Reunion dinner

Too bad Alvin can't be here in Singapore to have the reunion dinner with us.
Seeeeeeeee you in 2 weeks!

I'll do an update after the CNY.
and I can't "sou ye" anymoreeee, too tired! LOL
The Chinese will "sou ye" on CNY so that their parents will live to a ripe old age.
It's not that I'm not filial horrrr, just tooo tired plus I've got a whole list of house and temples to visit tmmr so I guess I better turn in "early".

Hehehe many many angbaos here i comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
zai jian!

Fear is the heart of love

The more you stay the same,
the more people around you change.
When it's hard to be yourself
it's not to be someone else"

These days when people ask me
So Louis boy what are your plans after NS?
I'll be like " I don't know man, I really don't know"

I remember when I was young I always wanted to be a zookeeper, lolol.
I know it sounds funny but that was really my dream job back then.
If I'm given an opportunity to work for the zoo now I might even consider it.
Some stuffs just dont fade that easily away with time, you feel me?

My life's a story, learn from it cause I'm a history.
My history teacher once said:
"Class the reason why we learn history is because we need to understand the mistakes that other people made in the past so that we'll never ever ever ever repeat them again!" HAHAHA.

think deep and I bet you guys will understand this meaningful post :)
byebye!

I hate repeating everyday like as if it's a routine, sooooooooooooo bo bo booooooring.
But then again it's not like I want my life anything near complicated.
I just need something special you know? Can't really put it in words la, lolol.
Just want a simple special life. LaughMyAssOff, HAHAHA.

I haven't finish my nightfall book :( nvmnvm fhck the fine must finish this good book.

And also this might sound a little crazy
but I seriously feel like having a tattoo on my entire back.
Something that can represent my thoughts, I've something in mind already, but I bet my dad will kill meeeeeeeeeeee. I'll see how but I will definately respect my daddy's desicion.

Oh Man that's one big WANT!

"im a human too, yay."

My New Baby!

Introducing to you mahhhhhhhhh new baby!! HAHAHA
She's cute and small. I can stuff her in my backpack and bring her out.
Does not produce really sound but who cares! It's still cute! :P

I'm like done with my new year shopping,
I seriously hate shopping at this time of the year,
lucky for me I got everything settled in a day.

Recently we're like talking and I kept repeating last year this last year that
then I realise like OmFGXZXZ It's 2009! Not 2008 'ne more!
I kept thinking that last year was 2007.
Now I'm 19! Freaking 19!!! AHHHH
Time flies man time really flies.

SEE yAAAAAAAA!

Desiree

Desiree and her momo!



Ahhhhhhhh I've been caught drooling :o lolol.

Small kids are actually quite cute leh.
Someday I'll understand that different type of love.
The love for my own flesh and bones.
Look how happy Debbie is holding her up proudly with both arms.
Goodnightgoodnight.

anyway I'm still deciding should I get an ipod or not!!!!!?! I really need a player but on the other hand I also wanna save up. Tough desicion maaaaaaan. GRRR
LOL AND LIKE FINNALY I'M USING FACEBOOK HAHAHA.

Countdown

This is the first shot of 2009! I'll get the rest from Terence when school reopens :)
I spent my last one hour staring into deep deep space recollecting
and my last 5 minutes sitting in a circle with the guys while each of us took turns rushing through our resolutions.
Everyone wants more money and of cause good health!

I tell you the scene yesterday was really dam nice.
Imagine a warmly lit cruise in the background and somewhere right above all the cable cars were glowing. And as I lie down looking above at the clouds and stars I feel the wind. So shiok!

I'll end the post with a funny piccccture.
I do not why they wanna do this but I hope this bunch make you smile on the first day of the brand New Year like how they made me!

Happy New Year!



VS

Resolution

I'm happy that 2008 have finally come to an end!
I'm so so so looking forward towards 2009 lolol,
This year honestly was a total mess nothing went well for me
but of cause at the same time I've learn alot also.
I better write my resolution a day before
asssss I expect myself to be out counting down hahahaha.

In this new coming year I don't wish for any fanciful stuffs,
neither do I have big unrealistic goals.

Academic - I'll do my best for my Year 3 and get both my FYP and PP over and done with.
DB - Try my best to get into the main team.
Family - Spend more time with the people that always love me unconditionally.
Personal - Control my bad temper and learn to appreciate everyone.
Finance - Wait till I have like 10k before I start spending! (unrealistic hahahaha :P)

This is like the first time I actually wrote myself a New Year resolution.
So coooool.

To sum everything up I just want back the good old peaceful days that I once had before.
That explains the video, watch it! It's dam relaxing,
I don't know why but I can always seek peace from the cosmos, the forgotten heaven.

Happy New Year peepos!
It's a new beginning so start your year with a blaaaaaasst!

woaaaaaaaaaaaaah

The last light

The last light is always being treasured the most.
Cause you can never ever get back to where things were once before.

You know they always say in life they'll be many obstacles you'll face
and of cause different stages you'll experience.
Every phase have it's own learning point.

I might have captured the light in pixels and colors.
But I can't capture along with it my exact feelings, thoughts and experience.

Some stuffs can never be captured.
It must be learn and understand.
Not everything can be explain or teach.

It's a sin to be shallow, shallowness will poison both your mind and soul.
It'll poison your ability to think, logically at least.

Looking back at the last few lights of my life
I realise how messed up and down under I fell.

but nvmnvm
The harder I fall the higher I'll bounce!
hehe goodnight.

Malaysia

So we meet up early in the morning and pretty much stood all the way into Malaysia, lolol.
And the people over at m'sia customs are so not friendly seriously!

Our first stop was City Square I heard so many stories of how scary that place will be but it turn out to be not that bad leh. Not much people, guess it was a weekday that's why. Actually we didn't intend to go there but that was like the first mall we saw after crossing the bridge from the customs, sOoOo Why not?!

The first thing a sensible people should do is of cause to settle that Kia's stomach
no food = he GG hahaHAH.
All of us had lunch at Vivo restaurant or something okay.. basically they serve western rofl.



Outside city square


Then we're walking walking walking and "suprisingly" we found ourselves in an arcade HAHAHAH but their arcade special, got "ka lah ok" machine. We got stuck at the machine for like 30 over minutes might be more I don't know LOL! But dam worth it SGD 50 cents only for 1 song.



but the neon lights there gave me the geylang brothel feel. hahahha


After we got bored of city square it's time to move onnnnnnnnnnn!
Sammy Neo Ming Thai flipped out the brochure we got from the vistor centre and this ZON shopping mall caught his eye. You know why?! Cause got quicksilver HAHAHHA no la ffs I swear to god in the brochure that ZON mall looks so cool even the name sounds cool agree?

But when we got there..... That place machiam on the verge of tearing down. Their shops sibei cui ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you can't find any decent shops except for 2 duty free shops which they enjoyed the most, who don't love tax free cigarettes?! And we also found an abandoned trolley that's like the only 2 memorable things I can think of.



imma imma bartenderrrr



woAaAAaaaAAah



dowan type later kanna sue you know what
the picture mean can already, hehe. :P



Kanna cheated face.


Move on to Jusco and we had our dinner at KFC.
Yum yum they actually serve rice over there.



Then it was home sweet homeeeeeeeeeeee.
Bye JB we'll be back!!


Random shots:


lol I bet you don't see boys doing this in FOS dressing room :P HAHAHA



are you ready?! CHARGEEEEEEE!



Yeaah the cap says it all rofl.


wokaywokay post completed :)
Merry christmas all my gay mates, buddies and friends!
Oh yeah.. and all my family members who I always don't spend quality time with.
Merryyyyyyyyyyyyyy christmas.

hoothoot

Let me experience what normal people experience.
Let me understand emotions.
Only then I'll leave here with you.
Fair?

Fair?!
Now look young man you tell me what to you is fair.
Or rather who's fair?
To start with I ain't fair.
You'll die someday, I'll live forever.
That's life young lad.

"I didn't create this world a fair place."

everybody say

62

Those were such happy times
And not so long ago
How I wondered where they've gone

Looking back on how it was
In years gone by
And the good times that I had
Makes today seem rather sad
So much has changed.

All my best memories
Come back clearly to me..

last

tired tired tired

I'm like so cold now lol, just cabbed back from east coast and it's like freaking 7 and I'm waiting for my hair to dry before I can sleeeeeeeeeeeeep. I need to sleep real bad.

Lol to think that I actually wanted to watch the sun rise alone at the field behind my house but too bad the sun don't wanna rise in my direction ah, so I dropped that idea hahahaha.

The chalet was fun but not many people stayed over.
Xmas gift exchange damn worth it! I traded my chocolates for a big tub of cadbury sweets (gian peng right I know I know HAHAHAHA.)

So before I get knocked outttttttttt and god knows what time I'll wake up laterrrr
byeeeeeeee :)

and and and i miss u

Happybirthdy popo

My popo!




Gelin and Melissa




My sister and her other half Justin!




lol?!




Pheobe and Ulani



Popo I hope you enjoyed your birthday
and I wanna wish you,
Shen ti jian kang!
Tian tian kai xing!
(now that I don't have anyone checking my hanyu pingyin for me anymore
I hope I got it all right :P hahaha)

ciaopeepos.

i'm floating or am i not?
wierd.

MUAAAAAAHahahaha
MuAAAAAAAhAhahaha
MuHahahahAHAHHAx!!! :)